I wish I were an archer, Rachel thought,
With neither way nor will to stand apart
And see how I must look to others' eyes.
I wish I were an archer occupied
With gaining that gold center, with no care
But adding to the skill to make it so.
I wish I were an archer with a heart
Bent to one purpose, as a bow is bent,
Supple and light and strong,
But I am not,
And cannot be, I think, for I have not
The certain single eye that archers have.